12/16/2005

I've got sac

In a shocking turn of events, I have today procured an ultrasound and seen with my very own eyes the gestational sac that will hopefully contain a properly forming Enid or Bertrand. Luckily, there is not a sac for each of them, as twins were not on my agenda. Of course had I seen an Enid sac and a Bertrand sac I would have been happy, but at the same time bloody terrified. I am glad the sac contains something more...palatable soon, as to be quite honest, the word "sac" just makes me think of a veiny, hairy pair of testicles and I don't need that image frequently haunting me thank you very much.

You may wonder how the ultrasound happened, given the past week's difficulty in getting much of anything out of anyone in the medical establishment. No, it was a real ultrasound, not an illicit procedure occuring in my kitchen incorporating rudimentary tools fashioned out of various utensils. Here is the secret--it all comes down to my astounding stupidity.

For all the obsessing I have done since the start of the IVF cycle, it seems that I am nonetheless capable of forgetting major information, such as when my retrieval took place. The retrieval was of course not that long ago, yet somehow I already managed to get the dates muddled up. I had calculated my current stage as 6w0d as of today, based on the retrieval taking place on 18 November. A small look at the calendar or a glance at my blog would have clarified that I am in fact a complete simpleton and that the retrieval occurred on 22 November. So rather than being just at 6 weeks, I am in fact at 5w3d. Yes, I am an imbecile.

Let us pretend for just a moment that this rather significant event did not yet dawn on me. As I mentioned in my previous post, I enlisted my mom to find out if I could get a scan locally whilst in the States*. She arranged one for me, stating that I would only need a prescription/letter from WHYBAML. I emailed WHYBAML, who said I could collect the letter from him today after 2pm. When I went to his office, he sat down with me, asked me when the retrieval was, and said that as I was at 6 weeks, we could do a scan now. Never before have I been so anxious to drop my trousers for a man. This despite the fact that it has been a good lunar month since I shaved my legs, and at least a few weeks since I tended the garden. Some may not have accumulated much hair during this period, but as a woman with PCOS I'm like a fucking Yeti after a mere two days of not shaving. It ain't pretty.

WHYBAML said the sac looked great, and that he anticipated a heartbeat would be visible by the time I had my scan in the States next Thursday. Fast forward to post-ultrasound time spent lounging in his office smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee, when he realised that my retrieval was on the 22nd. I felt like a complete airhead as it was, and even more so when he said he would not have done the scan had he realised I was not yet at 6 weeks. He said that regardless, Bertrand/Enid's house was all the more impressive being 4 days behind the stage he initially thought it was.

Before we left, WHYBAML said congratulations a few times, as well as saying "Well done" twice. The whole idea of "well done" makes me laugh, as if this is a test I studied really hard for and consequently got a high grade. My role in this whole process was minimal. All I did was swear off coffee and have long needles stuck up my cootch. Just another day at the office really.

This is the end of the road for me and WHYBAML assuming Enid/Bertrand progresses normally. After I get back from my holiday I am in the hopefully capable hands of the NHS. WHYBAML specified, like the good little doctor that he is, that he would like to know how things go. He shook my hand warmly, and gave me one last pat on the back. He's nice like that. Godspeed WHYBAML. What a long, strange trip it has been.



*I have been quoted the bargain basement price of $160 for the transvaginal ultrasound next week. Here I was fearful of it being $500+, so this is a huge relief.

33 comments:

April said...

Glad to hear your good news.

Alexa said...

I am so glad someone else has the same reaction to the word "sac" as I do.
Needless to say, I am thrilled to hear that you have one (of the gestational variety). I can't believe you are saying farewell to WHYBAML--you will probably never flash him inappropriately again!
Someone found my site by googling "recipe for ultrasound gel" and I wondered if it was you, but I see that it wasn't. Must have been TomKat.
Congratulations again!

thalia said...

A sac. How marvellous. You do deserve a well done after all that poking and prodding. And anyway, the lads always get a well done when they give a good sample, so I don't see why we can't have one, too.

MC said...

Love hearing the good news. I'm also glad to hear that it's not just me being immature about the word sac.

hope11 said...

love it that you have a sac in your stocking...merry christmas girl!!

Suz said...

Yay and congratulations. What a lovely, marvelous thing to see.

Lut C. said...

Why am I hearing ZZ-top singing that title in my head?

She's got sac, and she knows how to woo it...

:-)

statia said...

Hoory for having sac (and not of the hairy nut variety).

fisher queen said...

Well done!

DD said...

So happy! Have a very, safe trip. Are you going to be able to give us an update while you are state-side?

joie said...

I am so happy for you! Great news.

Jenn said...

Yay for a sac!

(still giggling whenever I say sac now)

Mary Scarlet said...

I am also having a total gigglefest here, so excited to hear this great great news. AND a bargain vag/us to boot, how exciting. Hip hip.

DeadBug said...

Lovely, lovely, lovely! I'm a dork, too. I kept confusing my retrieval and transfer dates.

--Bugs

Eileithia said...

Wonderful news!

Pamplemousse said...

Fantastic news. I am so glad that you can go off on your trip now with a little bit of relief. Bon voyage!!!

Lindy said...

Well done, indeed. And great news on the cheapo vag. u/s. Have a great trip!

Georgia said...

Yay for you and your sac! Excellent news.

Molly said...

Well done indeed, my dear.

And your mom rocks. $160?! That's awesome!

Laura said...

I so agree about the "sac." It might be one of my most un-favorite words, along with "moist." Very true about the minimal involvement comment, I so agree. You barely even need to be there! Go Enid/Bertrand!

tania said...

Congratulations on the sac.

I just figured you swung by Tom and Katie's place for your ultrasound seeing as how they bought their own machine.

That is a good deal on an ultrasound!

when I left my clinic, they gave me a birth announcement that I am to fill out and mail to them when baby arrives. Kind of a good idea. Would be fairly miraculous if I actually ever find the thing though...

Have a great trip!

Millie said...

Yay for sackage! Hope you have a great trip and get good news on that bargain us of yours.

Fertility Faux Pas said...

Coming out of lurking mode to say that personally, I like the word "sac". And I'm so glad you have one! Congratulations!

mm said...

Sack is on my list of words that creep me out, as is pap (which makes it ridiculously difficult to ask the old RE for a pap smear) and shampoo (I have no idea why). Yep, I'm crazy. Great news re: the unexpected ultrasound!

elle said...

Wow, so much good news, sounds like the holiday gift giving started early for you! Very happy over here. You will be amazed how the circle becomes a fish, then a little humanoid. So amazing - welcome to the ride!

amyesq said...

Wonderful news!! Yay for the sac!

Kim said...

Holy fuck. That's awesome!
Congratulations!

Ova Girl said...

Excellent sac news!!

Lynnette said...

That's great news! Isn't that funny about the costs of ultrasounds? Ours are also $160, and in the great scheme of things, I always wonder why they don't give them more often. Godspeed to YOU Pru!

pixi said...

Yay for sac! Good luck w/the next scan (tomorrow?). Got my fingers crossed for a nice bright heartbeat!

Anonymous said...

Wonderful news!

Emily

Kim said...

Happy holidays!

I hope the new year brings many blessings for you.

Love, Sassy.

Lisa said...

Yay Bertrand or Enid and your fabulous sac! I'm so happy to hear your continued good news! Yay for good news! Yay for exclamation points! Can you tell I'm excited?